AND SO IT BEGINS AGAIN

AandO
Jun 21, 2011 12:23pm (EST)

Lauren,

My heart aches for you. I don't know how you feel, I don't pretend to understand the depth of your pain. But know that even from thousands of miles and an ocean away, I am thinking of you, wishing things were so very different, crying for your loss, for Akeelah who should be here, holding her brother's hand and basking in all the love you have in your heart and soul for her.

You are an amazing woman to do what you do to honor your daughter. She is so, so proud that you are her mother. This I know.

Much love always,
Tommie

Whosures
Jun 21, 2011 01:29pm (EST)

First of all, the StoryCorps thing is freaking awesome!! I love that.

I am constantly amazed at how much affect Akeelah's life has made on the world. We are better for having her. I know adults who cannot say the same.

Hugs to you!

Julie

KHolley
Jun 21, 2011 03:19pm (EST)

Lauren-My heart hurts so much for you. Lots of love and hugs to you.

Katie

lvazquez
Jun 21, 2011 05:17pm (EST)

It's so important to get those cries out. I know that you miss her deeply. No parent should ever have to prepare for a birthday in this way and yet so many of us do. I'm glad that you do have a peaceful retreat in mind and when the sadness overwhelmes you, squeeze little Micah:)

BIG HUGS,

Lindsay

NathansMom13
Jun 21, 2011 05:58pm (EST)

Lauren, my heart hurts for you. I hope you are able to find some peace over the next few weeks. I will be thinking about you, sending you lots and lots of love and hugs!
Laura

Angel Love
Jun 21, 2011 11:10pm (EST)

...(Deep Breath).....I know......

Love you girl!
Tracy

Jackie G
Jun 22, 2011 01:10am (EST)

Lauren -
I wish there was something I could do to help take your pain away. I can't imagine how hard that was to watch Micah with your neighbor's daughter - but I bet Akeelah was holding his other hand and walking right along side him.

Hugs,
Jackie

saffron
Jun 22, 2011 01:23am (EST)

I agree with Julie, the StoryCorps thing is awesome. I also agree with everyone else that although the years may pass by, the pain and sadness don't change. I wish I could say something to make it better - but know that I'm thinking of you and Akeelah.

Jenn

esgf
Jun 22, 2011 02:57pm (EST)

Lauren, My heart aches for you and I can only send long distance hugs, prayers and thoughts. I wish we could do more for such a wonderful family. Please know that we are thinking of you and Akeelah.
Ellen

Page's7
Jun 22, 2011 06:18pm (EST)

I wish I could give you more than virtual hugs and telling you how much my heart aches because of how much yours does. I wish you had your Akeelah in your arms to celebrate her birthday...

You are one amazing mom. I don't know how many times I've said that, but I'll say it a million more. Everytime I say it, it's with tears in my eyes and awe in my heart and all the truth that ever was. Akeelah and Micah are SO blessed to have you.

I wish you peace and comfort as you move ever closer to your sweet girl's birthday. I'll have you in my heart and mind.

Love,
Page

mrsmaxson
Jun 22, 2011 11:33pm (EST)

Hugs and tears, Lauren. Wishing you strength.

Shannon

Arnara
Jun 23, 2011 02:43pm (EST)

Dear Lauren, thinking of you in this difficult days, hope you can find some peace. Crying is the best way I know to let your feelings out. Know we are here for you and we are sharing your pain. Take care of you and little Micah.....

Big hug

Lorena

ethan&casey's mom
Jun 23, 2011 04:09pm (EST)

Hey Lauren,
Thinking of you lots. I hope that you, Lance and Micah were able to spend the day together -- remembering the sweet little angel who has touched your world forever.

erin

Donna S
Jun 26, 2011 01:55am (EST)

Hugs, my sweet friend. Thinking of you, Lance and Micah as you travel this path. Wishing you peace, sending you the beautiful sunsets you have sent me so often.

D

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